Listening Bored, Half Asleep

Beauty is just asking to be challenged.

I don’t wanna be without you, girl - July 19, 2009

Filed under: Loves, Rants — aesthetika @ 1:55 am

Dude, fohawks aside, I seriously want this haircut. 

ME WANT.

ME WANT.

THIS HAIRCUT
plus
MULTIPLE EARRINGS
plus
NEW CLOTHES
plus
SMOKEY EYE MAKE UP
plus
FREEDOM TO DO WHAT I WANT

would be hella nice.

My parents don’t understand
that if a guy won’t like me unless
I have long hair & a conservative style
he’s not the type of guy I would want anyway.

Because God knows that my future husband
is going to be different – eccentric, unique.
I’m not even sure that he exists.

AND HEY, YOU PEOPLE NEED TO STOP JUDGING.
Judge me for the choices I make
if you feel so
righteous
&
godly.
NOT MY PARENTS.
(
they take enough sh!t from you)

 

Baby, this is timeless - July 18, 2009

Filed under: Loves — aesthetika @ 4:54 pm

Last night, I couldn’t sleep because I got this GREAT idea for how to style my hair into a faux hawk (fohawk is easier to spell but faux looks more … professional). 

Okay, so first, I’ll have to go back to school.  I may dye my hair with the dye I bought before coming home, maybe not, but I will cut it.  Short.  Not too short, but most of the layers on top will be too short to tie back.  And the longest strands will be up to my shoulders, maybe a little past it.  I’ve always liked shaggy, messy, rough layers.

I found this article online for a “twisted fohawk” which you can do with long hair.  And I think it looks pretty cool – I’ll just have to decide if I want to keep the bangs or make them part of the ‘hawk, too.  But mine probably won’t look like this, too much.

Doesn't it look cool?

Doesn't it look cool?

It seems pretty legit.

It seems pretty legit.

But I do realize that faux hawks will take ridiculously long times if I do it everyday, so I plan to do it when I feel like it, and then just muss up my hair and leave it down whenever I’m in a hurry.  Plus, I love short tiny ponytails with lots and lots of bobby pins. 

But yeah, I can’t wait!

Secret Mission #3940 - Getting the Hairstyle I Want Without Giving My Parents a Heart Attack and Making Them Worry Even More About My Chances of Marrying a Nice, Conventional Korean Christian Guy.

 

Lolli-lolli-lollipop - April 30, 2009

Filed under: Loves, Stories — aesthetika @ 7:15 am

Tonight, I was blessed enough to go to a concert, featuring Death Cab for Cutie, Ra Ra Riot, and Cold War Kids.  Amazing.  Amazing.  I think tonight was the night I was most grateful for my sight and hearing; I was blown away by the lights and the soothing vibration of the rhythm, while Benjamin Gibbard sang with amazing energy and skill. I was entranced.  People around me were bobbing their heads and moving to the pace of the tune, but I was just sitting there, like I was dead.  The people around me probably thought I wasn’t a huge fan, BUT I AM.

The lyrics from DCFC’s songs are sweet and clear, and to the point, and sometimes, when you hear it, you wonder how anyone can make such a simple sentence mean so much.  For example, when they ended with Transatlanticism, he crooned, “I need you so much closer” repeatedly into the microphone, and my heart kind of tweaked.  Maybe I’m just a stupid romantic.  Maybe I’m too sentimental.  I thought about Nate.  And how ashamed I should be for falling for him so quickly at one point in my life.

I love them.  After they left the stage, the entire audience just stood and cheered and clapped for five minutes straight, and they graciously came back out to indulge us with three more songs.  I love them.  I love them.  I love them.

Okay, so the list of bands I’ve seen are: Metallica, The Offspring, The Raconteurs, Rise Against, Bad Religion, Pennywise, Scars on Broadway, Seether, Flogging Molly, Atreyu, Flobots, MGMT, The Bravery (ALL from WEENIE ROAST which I happily missed prom for).  Tonight, I proudly and most lovingly add Death Cab for Cutie, Ra Ra Riot, and Cold War Kids to the list.

There are still so many other bands I want to see! And I am impatient.

This is why I want my future boyfriend(s) to have the same taste in music as I do; I would love to go to a concert and hold his hand, and experience the amazing event together.

And you know what else I thought of while I was in bliss?  Tonight was the first time the Asian population of UCSD didn’t dominate the crowds – apparently, UCSD Asians aren’t huge fans of Death Cab for Cutie.  Aw, pity.

 

You’re Too Late, Satan - April 28, 2009

Filed under: Loves — aesthetika @ 6:36 am

To take a leaf out of this brilliant girl’s book -

This is one of the nicest things anyone's ever said to me.

This is one of the nicest things anyone's ever said to me.